I don’t want to admit that I’m disappointed that it isn’t us…. But I am. I’m really disappointed.
Drunk mother
When my mom gets drunk I learn a wee too much about her and her past. She’s also a little too blunt for my liking. Ridiculous.
You make me want to slice my fucking arm open. Thank you mother.
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breathing.
I wish I had someone who really knew exactly how I was feeling. Someone who I could explain this situation to and they would instantly get it. I wish he never ruined me. He took everything from me. I was 16 for gods sake. He ruined me. He ruined my innocence, my heart, my trust. He took everything from me and now Chris has to bear the burden of me. I know he loves me, but I get jealous easily and I’m anxious all the time. I’m sorry, Chris. I’m sorry I have to relearn trust, that not every girl is a threat. But this is so hard. I need to breathe… I need to learn how to breathe again.
I’m kind of excited and kind of sad.
this week I’ll get a whole lot of money!(: but next week I’ll be home 6 out of 7 days since I was only scheduled one day. But I think I’ll do a lot of cooking and baking. Start on my cook book. I want to start it so I can try and get it published by the time I’m 25 or so. I told Chris today I think I’d like my own show on food network. Idk. I love to cook. I love to try new recipes and then tweak them to be my own. We’ll see(:
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